謊言從人們的口中飛出,彷彿像是一隻隻的蛆脫殼展翅。--CSI

我承認現在的我很灰色很灰色,用不健康的想法與態度面對自己,
生命的出口在哪裡?
還要強迫自己用快樂的想法去面對與回應一切,
可是,我呢?我真的快樂嗎?

旁人總是提醒我、告訴我,
要知足,我是幸福的。

但,這些是我要的嗎?

我活在一個虛幻而飄渺的想像裡,
想像與現實卻是同樣殘酷,
快樂是否真的存在?
亦或是快樂只是痛苦的施捨。

此刻的我,好累、好累。


BACK TO BLACK


He left no time to regret
Kept his dick (被消音了) wet
With his same old safe bet
Me and my head high
And my tears dry
Get on without my guy
You went back to what you knew
So far removed from all that we went through
And I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked
I'll go back to black

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times or worse
You go back to her
And I go back to.....

I go back to us

I love you much
It's not enough
You love blow (被消音: 口交) and I love puff
And life is like a pipe
And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside

We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times or worse
You go back to her
And I go back to

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times or worse
You go back to her
And I go back to


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